So there!

Its the lack of physical affection that is most heart wrenching. I feel enraged, outraged. Sad and lonely. Resentful. Bitter. Disdain. So then I think of this man I saw pull into the parking lot tonight and as his daughter exited the vehicle he snarled scornfully to her to not slam the car door. She was sullen, fearful or aloof, I'm not sure. He ranted at her once more as they crossed the parking lot. His pregnant woman followed looking hollow, disheveled, unloved. It was pittiful.







My life is not so bad, really. Its just that, it is, in terms of how I believe I should live; which is joyfully, playfully and fully playfully loved. So there.