We had a lovely evening last night... sweet, connected. PT was in a very happy and loving mood. Glad that his children are together. Affectionate and loving to me in front of them. Talked at length with me. Drank some wine and generally very affectionate. Went to bed, snuggled during the night and this morning, made love. Sweet. Welcome. Easy morning.
Until he asked if I'd contacted Roy about the security deposit.... "yes" I answered tentatively. Fear. I mentioned that $350 he has offered. PT outraged. I ask not to discuss. I'm enjoying the tranquility. He sputters some more and then quiets. I've told Roy to let me see how it goes and I'll get back to him on Monday.
I'm off to work. Optimistic, but tentatively so. I've experienced PT's amorous moods before, and mostly they've been substance induced and so, I'm not completely trustful that its real. He did apologize for his bad behavior, while we talked last night. I remark on how mindfulness is the first step in change.
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